from the day i saw u i find myself totally in lurve with ya i dunch wan u to leave me NEVERbecause i simply lurve euu

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

hey peeps have changed my blog address to http://funkylicious-princess.blogspot.com ; sorri for e inconvenience ehs. thanks

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from the day i saw u i find myself totally in lurve with ya i dunch wan u to leave me NEVERbecause i simply lurve euu

Friday, May 06, 2005

i am so very sick now with running nose which crop up out of a sudden and sore throat. also, now a days, in my mind is exam exam and EXAMS! when will it end? it seems like it will take foreva.. well, now a days my life is getting more and more boring. wad i can say is people realli change. it is a gd things when someone from a bad character turns into a good one but the WORST is when people tend to become worse. realli can't tolerate it man. feel so lonely these days. most of the time will be alone and stuff. realli becoming like an introvet boii.. i dun wan this to ever happen. i want to make my life a beautiful one but i just dunno how. juz hoping to find tat special one who can realli light up my life. this time round, i realli hope tat i can pass with flying colours for my exams. guess tat's all bahss.. as i said life is quite boring these days, i have nth much to write. guess i'll post a longer one next time bahss.

BORED ; LONELY ; UNLOVED ; UNCARED ; STRESS

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from the day i saw u i find myself totally in lurve with ya i dunch wan u to leave me NEVERbecause i simply lurve euu

Saturday, April 30, 2005

may i ask god why am i living with such a miserable life?
realli tired these few days.
i dunno why i juz burst into tears today juz becuz of small little things
i even flared up at little things.
why is this happening?
i realli miss tokin' to him.
maybe he's realli busy bahx.
who knows?
yesterday when i was in the swimming pool,
i juz felt like swimming and swimming non stop.
am i kind of over stressing myself?
i dun know why.
i may seem to appear cheerful on the outside
but actually not in me.
becuz of his lecture, i dun even dare to tink of suicide
is god fair to me by doing this?
i realli dunch know how much longer can i withstand it
as i cant stand it today anymore.
i wanna shout! shout till my throat is sore!
wad's the meaning of livin' in this world
when i dun get wad i wan.
tis totally shuckz!
i guess even when i'm nt ard
no one would even care
not even bother and
not even notice.
if i were to die,
my last word to him will be
iloveu.
maybe he wont know wad i'm tinking
but i know.
tis kind of life is realli driving me mad.
i wanna live on and be the cheerful me in the past
but can i do tat?
why is the me now so sad and miserable?
can someone tell me why! hais..

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5:44 PM

from the day i saw u i find myself totally in lurve with ya i dunch wan u to leave me NEVERbecause i simply lurve euu

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

well, hope u ppl enjoyed that song in my blog eh.. now a days kinna stressed up with the many homework and stuff. some more tomorrow is mid year le. i realli hope i can do well but i dun understand why i just feel like slacking so much these days. i dun even have the mood to study at all. failed my geo as i misinterprited(dunno whether it's spelled lyk this) the question. therefore, 7 marks and 3 marks gone. total 10 marks. haixx.. guess i have to open my eyes bigger next time man.. as i was saying i had been rather stressed up these few days, i even tot of not living in this world anymore. how foolish to think in tat way eh? after he gave me a lecture, i realized the way i was thinking was realli wrong. thanks fer waking me up. so from tat day onwards i told myself tat no matter wad, i'm gonna live strong! maybe i was stressed up due to my time management. for me, i juz do things whenever i like even up till today. no time management at all. i cant help it as my mind simply will disobey the time table given to myself. guess i have to slowly sort my time out. this is realli driving me crazy. i wan holidays!! miss those days we went to have fun through the nite till morning man. stupid cow.. thanks to ur attachment hahax! today went mac with dilys and saw her sis when we were toking half way through. and goodness! i think i juz swallowed a watermelon seed!! ok.. let's see how it's gonna disgest in my stomach. haha! how lame.. all the best for my coming exams and to u peeps out there too!

*wo hui bian cheng tong hua li ; ni ai de na ge tian shi*

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5:34 PM

from the day i saw u i find myself totally in lurve with ya i dunch wan u to leave me NEVERbecause i simply lurve euu

Thursday, April 21, 2005

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy.

I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.

I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..

I will be strong I will be faithful 'cos I'm counting onA new beginning.

A reason for living. A deeper meaning.

Chorus

I want to stand with you on a mountain.

I want to bathe with you in the sea.I want to lay like this forever.

Until the sky falls down on me ...

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,

I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry.

The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.

That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection ofThe highest power.

In lonely hours. The tears devour you.

Chorus

Bridge

Oh can't you see it baby?

You don't have to close your eyes 'cos it's standing right before you.

All that you need will surely come ...

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy.

I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.

I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do ...

Chorus (repeat until fade)

I want to stand with you on a mountain..

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7:49 PM

from the day i saw u i find myself totally in lurve with ya i dunch wan u to leave me NEVERbecause i simply lurve euu

Friday, April 15, 2005

To someone.

haix.. I am totally upset. I dunno why I juz feel lyk screaming my lungs out. Why do i bother to lecture and encourage u? Simply becuz i care! But u juz kept looking down on urself. Do u know tat with this attitude of urs realli hurt me? U may think tat I dun have any feelings when u reacted tat way. i just want to let u know i simply dislike u to despise on urself! u should have CONFIDENCE Wad i can say is tat i am very DISAPPOINTED So wad if u all didnt win? juz treat it as a friendly match and learn from ur mistakes. Wad's the point of getting angry over urself by thinking tat u had actually caused the whole team to lose? REMEMBER everyone makes mistakes. No one is perfect. Even the best player in this world may also make mistakes at times. Also, think about the others whose expectation tat may even be higher than urs. Aren't they more disappointed in themselves? But I suppose they are still trying hard to stay cheerful. Anyway kinna upset today but i guess i'm juz gonna keep inside my heart. I just want to let u know no one will blame u de. So be happy alrite? Realli dun want to see u in such a state.

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from the day i saw u i find myself totally in lurve with ya i dunch wan u to leave me NEVERbecause i simply lurve euu

Thursday, April 14, 2005

wow.. it seems like it has almost been a month ever since i last posted. actually i was trying to blog but half way through, my computer went beserk and restarted by itself. therefore, i was lazy to retype and kind of frustrated at tat particular moment but nvm at least it is repaired now. now a days ah go to skool onli test test test. hear ler also sian though i know tat teachers igve us test for our own gd. but i juz seem to hate studying and prefer slacking more >.< Also, these few days dunno why mrs fong sot sot de.. everytym use our class as her chu qi tong. fitri luff onli kena scolded. den jessica poke joanna to ask her to get up also gt scolded some more kena profile. she is so damn unreasonable lor.. always call us idiots, stupid and so forth. she think we are born to be insulted isit. so wad if she has gt certificate from london. big deal? even she's smart at least she still have to pay some respect to us wad rite.. it's like we didnt do anything also gt scolded. then sometimes nobody luffing she also shout "who's laughing?!" this is realli driving our whole class mad man.. ok well enuff of her. solar power badminton lost to tidal. wad can i say? mrs foo is so clever in organising until we get second. wahahahax! anyway it's none of my concern anymore. gt we b-girls and no b girls is not much different i guess since we dislike us so much. keep getting caught in the rain these few weeks too. i don't understand why everytym gt inter house basketball onli rain. now a days oso nv tok to kenny liao.. forget it bahxx maybe our frenship ends here juz becuz of tat reason? who knows. i dun care much too. These few days also keep falling asleep in the bus. i suppose i am too tired ler bahxx haha.

wo hao ai hao ai ni. bu xiang shi qu ni, ni zhi dao mar? xi wang ni neng gei wo men liang duo yi ge ji hui chong xing zai lai.

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